I Promised...

I promised myself that when it was over.

I'd laugh at the memories.

but here I am without a smile in sight.

I promised myself that I would call you.

....just to see if you were okay.

But here I am and I can't even dial your number.

I promised myself that when it was over.

I wouldn't shed a tear.

but here I am,shirt almost soaked.

I promised myself I would let you go gracefully.

but here I am,hating myself for letting you leave.

I promised myself that when it was over

I wouldn't look back.

but here I am unable to walk forward.

I promised myself I would say goodbye

but here I am,still waiting for you to come back.

(my friend)